Written by
Antonio Duran
Doctoral candidate
Higher Education and Student Affairs
The Ohio State University
My experience as an American Association of Hispanics in Higher Education (AAHHE) Graduate Fellow this past year has forever changed my experience in the academy, more so than I had ever expected. I first learned about the AAHHE Graduate Fellows Program from a faculty member whom I met while acquiring my master’s degree at Miami University. Now a dear friend and mentor, Dr. David Pérez II highly encouraged me to apply when I began my doctoral program at The Ohio State University in the 2016–2017 year. I applied without knowing what to expect. Looking back on it, the AAHHE Graduate Fellows Program was everything that I needed.
Before attending AAHHE’s annual conference and participating in the Graduate Fellows program, I began pursuing a Ph.D. in higher education and student affairs because I wanted to positively impact the lives of college students with historically marginalized identities. As a first-generation college student from Phoenix, Arizona, I started my undergraduate career at New York University confused about what my purpose would be in life. Moreover, during this time, I was making sense of my racial identity and how it intersected with my sexuality. As a queer Latino man, I have constantly asked myself the question of how I fit within the academy. The mentors I found at NYU helped me along in this personal journey, leading me to discover that I would want to do the same for other students in the future. Nevertheless, to this day, I continue to struggle with navigating higher education institutions that were not built for me. As a doctoral student, I have searched for communities that embrace my identities and affirm my voice as a scholar. The AAHHE Graduate Fellows Program created this very space for me.
The sessions we attended throughout the program showed us how to embrace our worth in the academy. Furthermore, I will forever be thankful for the scholars who took their time to share the ways they shaped their careers and the important decisions they encountered along the way. Finally, I remember taking a look around the room whenever I was with the other AAHHE graduate fellows and thinking how lucky I was to share a space with such incredibly talented, brilliant and kind individuals. I know I will learn from these fellows for years to come. These are the people who have encouraged me to always be my holistic self as I embark on my scholarly career. Moving forward, I want to reimagine higher education scholarship and practices by centering students with multiple marginalized identities, recognizing that they have a unique perspective to contribute as we envision equitable educational institutions. As an aspiring faculty member, I recognize that it is my responsibility to give back to the communities that have provided me with so much over the years. AAHHE is certainly one of these communities that I look forward to serving in years to come. •